I just turned 41, been trying to convieve for 5-yrs., boyfriend won't do his test, says it's to embarrassing, doctor says I'm fine but can't do much without him being tested. Fertility clinic says I should do a sperm donor but although they do test for STD'S I'm just afraid of what I don't know that can show up later on. I tried Chlomid-3 cycles, made my period go crazy for almost a year, each time I try Chlomid, now I am bleeding on and off for the past 3 mon. Meantime I'm in a job that just isn't me, job market is scare, afraid to move on into something else, people are nice here, 2-cats I had for years both died within a year of each other of cancer, boyfriend of 15 yrs. annoces, to late, that he has to mcuh debt to have kids, to old to look for a new man, friends are all moved, married and moved on. I feel alone, I cry all the time, everytime I see someone pregnant or with kids, I think I'll never be married, have children and never hear the word "mom", now what?, what's left ?
2006-08-22
11:05:44
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Tinkerbell
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