I really don't know the point. I used to want a girl, but now, I lost interest. I am decent looking, and everything, but I just can care less about romance. I have never asked a girl out, because I am afraid I will be embarassed. I am very shy, but I get angry so easily. I will talk to a girl only if she will talk to me first, because otherwise, she might ignore me. My real interest is the military. All I basically think about is war and the military. I consider myself a soldier, although I'm not old enough to be a soldier yet. I just get frustrated, maybe out of jealousy, when I see people holding hands or something. I don't know why I'm jealous, since I am trying to close myself away from romance. I just could not imagine myself doing anything for anyone. I would never publicy give a girl some flowers, or kiss a girl in public because I am afraid to show love because people will think I'm weak. I am avoiding love because I think it's a bunch of crap that I'm too tough
2007-02-24
09:27:36
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