I am a 29 y/o gay white male who is becoming more and more to realize that happiness will never be there for me. I just want to be happy. I want and need so much to have someone special in my life to share my life with, but I keep hitting rock bottom. Every guy I am interested in is scared away, mostly because I have OCD and they don't want to deal with it. I have recently fallen in love with the guy I believe in my heart to be "the one." He is not in love with me, and I am worried that he won't fall in love with me. I don't have the strenght to do this anymore. Hope is fading away, and fast. All I want to do is get out of this world and escape the hurt, the pain, the disappointment, and the unhappiness that I feel every day.
2006-10-06
11:51:48
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