The other night the girl and I slept together while he watched and the only reason I did it was because he wanted me to. Now I feel terrible and I feel wrong inside. I feel like I have betrayed "myself", and that I havent been true to myself. I never really wanted too but for the past 6 years all he has done is tormented me, manipulated me into what he wants and almost left me a few times, he even said a few months ago that he thought he was in love with the same girl I done those things with, then he saw how much pain I was in and said he couldnt believe he ever thought that he loved her and that he was sorry and loved me. and didnt love her. It seems like no matter what I do he is never happy. I have done everything he has asked me to do in the past including another threesome. He hurts me so much, because I never honestly feel good enough for him since every year he is always going through these "crisis", Now he wants a threesome with the same girl, and Im hurt and afraid...
2006-08-13
18:48:45
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