I am so lost, I feel like I am just treading water istead of progressing in life. I am in a meaningless job, an unsatisfying relationship, and am so lonely I can't stand it, and yet, I have no idea how to fix it. My current boyfriend and I have been together for 10 months, and he is a good guy, but just has no motivation or drive to be or have anythign better in his life. I am not unhappy all the time, about 50/50. The good times are amazing and sometimes I feel like I love him so much my heart might explode, other times i can't stand to bein the same room with him. I dont leave because of many reasons, I care about him alot, i worry about what would happen to him if i left him (i did once before and he completely fell apart), I have a very real and very intense phobia of winding up alone in life and am afraid if i leave him I'll never find anyone else. On the other hand,I have feelings for someone else and am caught in this horrible sortof limbo. What can I do!?! someone please help!!
2006-06-06
21:06:36
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