Im 19 and haven't seen my dad since I was like 4. He was abusive. He almost killed my mom, he beat her, cheated on her, treated her like she was the most worthless thing in the world. He put her through 11 years of hell. Just remembering how she hurt and watching her be scared all the time, brings tears in my eyes and makes me want to kill my dad. But even though he hurt her so bad, I still want to be with him. I cry for him everynight and pray and pray and pray that he will come see me and tell me he loves me. Am I wrong for wanting him after what he did to my mom? My dad is a psycho path and Im scared he would hurt my mom if I saw him. I feel like I need him though. What should I do? There is a whole other side to my life that I don't know about.
2006-06-05
18:04:47
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