Today I told him I am under a lot of stress, and I dont want to continue this relationship.
We have been together for over 2 years, he is a lot older than me, I am 26. Our relationship is opposed by my parents, and none of my friends likes it, simply bcos of the age difference. I love him very much bcos he is the first one I had sex with, and he does have a lot of good values. Also he has stayed faithful during our 1.5 years apart, and he did lots of work trying to make our relationship work.
But I am worn out in this relationship, I have to go against my family, I have to move to a quiet small place bcos he doesnt want to live in a city anymore, and Im worried about my future when he gets old. I love him very much, thats why I kept it going for so long, but the more I love him, the more pain I feel. So today I brought up the idea of breaking up, I can feel he got hurt, I can feel he was very pissed off, he thought I could marry him, he said Im nuts.
I feel guilty, am I wrong?
2007-05-04
01:59:36
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Marriage & Divorce