I ended a physical and psychological abusive relationship in Aug 05 after 4 years. He persued me for 6 months after and ended throwing me down the stairs. The wounds have healed but I'm left with the negative thoughts and lack of control over my emotions in my new relationship, we got engaged not long ago and I'm so happy to have a loving man. I have come a long way as a person but find it hard to control my anger and constant thoughts - I am not good enough him, he will leave, I dont deserve a good man. Why does he put up with me? Why is he so patient? Why does he put up with my shouting? I m scared his patience wont last much longer. When I don't feel believed or getting my own way I have these terrible temper out bursts, like im 3yrs old. I feel every **** thing I used to put up with, (the fights, death threats, beats, cheating on me, taking my money etc) I am taking it out on fiance who had done nothing except be eve
2007-03-10
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