I need help. I am a Varsity player for my High School team. I'm a Sophomore, 5'11'' and I play outside hitter. I'm thinking about quitting. I love playing Volleyball, but I can't stand the atmosphere that I'm in. I hate the whole thing were people say we're supposed to be a team, but then they don't even act like it. I hate the competitiveness that changes my teammates into losers who's sole purpose is to win. This drive usually makes us lose. I hate how people expect you to be DO the best, BE the best, but they're the ones tearing you down. I hate the negativity, I hate the enviroment.
But I love Volleyball. I love playing. I love it. Its my thing. Its what I do. I have fun with it, but right now I'm not having fun.
I have to make a choice. I have to bring my uniform in tomorrow. Either I turn it in, or I wear it and continue playing. Coincedently, we have a game tomorrow. A hard team to beat, and I don't know If I'm going to play.
2006-09-18
13:23:52
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