I'm really at my wit's end. I look around, and I can see people my age, at the same university, probably no better and no worse than me, talking with other people, walking around with a smile on their face, and I don't understand why I can't do that. I have so many questions about myself, life, and the world, absolutely no answers, and no clue where to start looking.
Am I the only one that feels this frustration, confusion, and torment this vividly? If I'm not, how can the others be that happy, and why can't I pull off the same trick, even for a brief moment? Are they deluding themselves? Did they take an easy way out to find their answers, like religion or drugs or something?
If I am, what's wrong with me? Why do I feel this way, and why can't I turn it down? Is there some kind of cosmic knowledge, some piece to the puzzle that I just don't know or can't find?
What am I supposed to do? What CAN I do? And how can I believe it'll get better without any supporting evidence?
2006-08-30
17:55:18
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