i cheated for a month, she found out. it was messed up, but i couldn't dump her. she was clingy and crap, and just needed so air. it was chicken thing to do.
she's real upset n hurt. crying and everything. my freind hangs out with her bunch and told me i have something to worry about. her freind said that if it were her she'd kick me in the balls and now she wants to or has some plan to like it would make her feel better. and, she supposedly has stopped being all sad and replaced it with speculating how to pull it off.
i'm in a bind. i'll see her tomorow during gym and after english. i've never been hit there. and its scary. but i feel bad, and want her to feel better. i don't admit it to anyone, but i half want to let whatever happens happen. like, i could stand stand where she walks by and purpos withouely not pay attention, kind of giving her the shot. or i could let her know i'd give her the shot. but its scary. you think it'll make either of us feel better?
2006-11-21
11:49:51
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