My boyfriend and I have had a long relationship. We are both in our 40's. And we have had some up's and down's. I have had a hard problem with his lying to me. And after a few months apart, we hooked back up. We have had 5 days of compassion and I was starting to open myself up again to him. The last night that I spent with him was great, until we woke up a few hours after we went to slep. We made love which has always been great. Afterwards he said that there has to be a better word then," I love you", He then said what about," I lust you?" Or,"I desire you?"
I flipped out. He is 40 years old and knows what those words mean. They have nothing to do with love. I maybe very scared about the outcome of this new start. And more worried about him lying to me then anything else. He is trying very hard to show me that he is not lying about anything, and for once I belive him.
But what scares me and hurts me worse then ever, was the words" I lust you"..Am I getting all bent out of shape??
2006-09-27
21:06:33
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brytezes
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