My relationship went wrong and ended, I am traumatised by something er, traumatic, happening. I don't have a good job, I don't have any plans, I have people I meet but no regular close friends. That tramatic thing, when I told my formerly close friends about it they all criticised me and have said they respect me less, if at all. One of them is being really snooty and saying I need to "turn to Jesus". I have no problem with Jesus...however it's like I need to be patronised now?
What is a real friend and how can I ever believe in them again, given that my "friends", who I entirely expected to be supportive and compassionate to me, proved entirely self-righteousness, distant and judgemental instead? It is easy to say make new friends...but you have to do that by small talk and being superficial.
My only plan is to go on holiday by myself. Somewhere wild and remote and hope I meet people there like me. But that's a bit scary as I've never done that before. do I have the guts?
2006-08-31
07:15:58
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Josephine
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