i do not need to believe that there is something bigger than myself in order to make my existance feel worth while. the fact that i am alive and capable of considering this fact is plenty for me. this makes people nervous because in essence, i am making myself my own god. i blame myself if something goes wrong, i praise myself if my life goes well. i do not need to live for someone else in the hopes that they will approve of my life and give me something better when i die. life is enough of a challenge and i chose to live it for myself, because i can only answer to myself when im on my death bed. and i want to be able to say, i took as much as i could out of this existance, i did it all for myself and i am fulfilled. i will be able to die happy, knowing that that is the end, and nothing awaits me but a tottal rest that i earned from living hard. yes, i am tottaly selfish. i live for myself, not a god, or person, or an idea, nothing else.
2006-11-17
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