i have been taking a drug, i stopped for 7mths and prev to that i used for 2 years and have started to use again. the reason i stopped last time was because i had no choice otherwise i know deep down i would have continued to use. i think i suffer from depression, im currently unemployed but i dont have the motivation to start a new job, i wont go on the dole because i will feel embarressed. i get the money for the drugs by borrowing off family saying i will pay them back when i have a job but the only time i want to leave the house is so i can go party. my now ex boyfriend got me heavily onto this and now we have been broken up for just over a year and i still cant stop thinking of him and it helps me to not think about him or how unhappy i am, but after i have used i feel so guilt ridden that i end up usuing again to take the feeling away. i dont know what to do, im so alone, unhappy i feel like i have a hole in my stomach and it wont go away. please any advice greatly needed.
2006-10-14
14:46:04
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25 answers
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zara b
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