im a 30 year old borderline personality disorder sufferer...its been like this alot of my life and ive never built up any friendships.....or ive never had a relationship either.....i have major low self esteem. i get clingy with people.....latch on to them.....lean to heavy on them.....feel dependant, reliant.......want intimacy at an early stage.........then they get scent of this and normally leave or reject me.
most times i meet new people which is mostly over the internet, which is my main contact with people....im stuck for anything to say.....feel remote from other people....everything is forced.....strained from me......like its an effort to converse with them.
ive had a really bad traumatic life.....i have major low self esteem issues...i feel that bad about myself....ive never accomplished anything.
never been employed...gained qualifications...live in a one bedroom apartment on social security.
its like i feel i have nothing to give..totally worthless,unworthy of others
2007-11-07
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