I feel like I've lost my sense of self because I was naive and gave absolutely everything to him, my secrets, dreams, hopes, my heart. Plus, I helped him for four years to avoid committing suicide and he's better now. He's dating another girl and says things like he loves me when I'm feeling bad but could care less when I confront him about cheating, claiming he only did it once when I've had a few girls come up to me and admit that they slept with him. Plus, he spilled our sex life to all his friends when he promised he wouldn't and now the whole school spreads rumors about me being a slut. I feel like he's ruined my life but I can't hate him because he was the first guy I ever loved, even if he is a cheating, lying jerk.
2007-03-27
16:14:11
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Loreana
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