I'm now 33 and I lost contact with one of my old best friends, we used to be very close. I got married and moved away, we just lost contact of one another over the years. I came upon her new phone number online one day, was on a Friday. So I thought I'd wait until that Sunday to call her up, Friday night I figured she's be out having fun. I called my Mom up the next day, on a Saturday to tell her that I finally located my old best friend. They all live in Maryland, I'm out of state. My Mom got telling me of a bad wreck that had happened the night before, it was my friend that I'd recently found again, she was killed. Now I feel so guilty because I didn't call her the same day I relocated her, if I had, we'd have hung up saying "Goodbye", but because of me, I never got to tell her. I really feel like I'm dying inside. I wake up in the middle of the night dreaming about the fun times we had together, with a wet pillow and tears still running. What does all of this mean?
2006-09-25
17:26:32
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