why is it all so hard for me
so confusing
a never ending maze of emotions
when will it end
all so high strung
verging on insanity
is it mild schizophrenia
if i yell out "leave me alone"
i know you can't see them
but the emotions are there
pestering me
telling me to feel the way they say
like cold metal shocked by a burst of flames
their demands are never persistent
does this deem me bipolar
a slave to emotion
oppressed by feeling
does this make me not my own person
a zombie
it's all so difficult to me
so mind boggling
when will it become clear
like a fresh water lake
not polluted by fear, misconceptions, and ignorance
judgements so harsh you want to vanish
does suicide lurk in dark corners
calling out to you
begging you to accept it's path
and if you do
are you a quitter, looking for the easy way out
or did you choose what was the last option you had
well run dry from excessive use
you grown tired over exertion
life so tough
living so difficult
fine I'll admit it...
I'm schizophrenic
2006-09-05
07:55:20
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