It was just tonight I realised how negative I had become. I compare myself to other girls all the time, if someone is less pretty than me it makes me feel better but if i see someone prettier, and esp someone who has gotten attention from my bf for some reason or another, i feel ugly, insecure and put the pretty girl on a pedestal, thinking she amazing, beautiful, perfect, and i romanticise the image of her in my head.
i wasnt always like this, wasnt until a i fell in love fir the first time and my bfs 1st gf broke his heart, i thought she was the most beautiful girl ever, and the one i think he cheated on me with, is perfect and i wish i were more like her.
do most girls think like this, is it normal?
my new years resolution is to stop comparing myself, stop being so negative and try to let myself be happy!
2007-12-21
14:57:31
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