im in eighth grade and last year i kind of sunk into depression. i spent that whole year sad and i couldnt figure out why, my dad has been on anti depressants before so it runs in the fam. i have always been extremely insecure about my weight, now, i look at old pics and i know that i didnt used to be fat at all. apparently i had everyone convinced that i wuz anorexic from 5th-7th grade. the problem is, now i am jelous of my old self. i know it sounds really messed up, but i want my tiny body back. i cant stop thinking about how fat i am and how i need to lose weight its like i am in two places, i tell myself im not fat but then i just stop eating t l. i have this huge fear that i am gonna get fat and i dont want to get an eating disorder but as i mature and gain lbs, i find myself starving myself. its like a habit, like i have to do it. im not asking for diet tips or anything i just want to know what to do. i am 5"2' and about 100 punds i know that i shouldnt be self concious but i am
2007-02-03
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Abbie.
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