confused
sometimes i wish i could cut the strings that hold me up, just so i could fall, fall and smack face first into the earth. as i sit in my car, living room, at class, in front of my computer, and everywhere else, i hate the fact that i am numb to the pain, i hate the fact that i can exists on this shithole planet and can live my pointless life without feeling anything that would possibibly make me happy. its not that im giving up on life, (that will never happen), its more like life has finally gave up on me. and in some strange ****** up way im glad it has finally happened. i mean i cant stand this **** people drink to have fun, i drink to get the **** away from people.
I'm not happy that he drank. And it's so negative. Although I know the feeling, I hope we can work it out. But how? Plus guys tend to so I guess I could forgive him even if it's illegal for another month, but if we date, he's not drinking, I hope. Any thoughts? Answer my other q's too please.
2006-09-04
14:55:56
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samantha wilson
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