My whole life, I've become accustomed to being on my own. I have my mother, but we have no other family, which always made holidays depressing. I'm not too close to her, either. I also don't have a single friend or even acquaintance. Let me tell you, every day I try to be happy, cheerful, and polite to people. I'm not shy. But I get the feeling I have a bad reputation (high school) and that people don't want to be seen with me. I've always kept being friendly to people, but through elementary, middle and now, high school, I have NOBODY to talk to. I have a job after school, same problem. I have joined clubs, all excited and enthusiastic, stuck it out for a long time, but each time, I end up isolated. I am an atheist, so joining church or having "jesus/god be my best friend" isn't going to happen. I already have a shrink. Come to think of it, I only feel really at ease with animals, which is hard, because their lives are too short...
2006-09-22
13:38:43
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Master Shake
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