handle this? especially if you have pride and dont like the fact youve had to suffer alot of pain and trauma at the hands of others......its not like you can deny it happened, it makes me so angry, because i feel my ego and pride are dented, i get angry at any percieved vunerability i have, how can i deal with the fact people have hurt me alot and treated me so unfairly throughout my life?
i wish i hadnt of gone through anything in my life, i feel angry about it, i wanted a happy , carefree life, and i never got that,
so what can i do? im 30 now, have bpd, borderline personality disorder and im on a waiting cue for therapy,
i wanna soldier on & deal with this, but i cant help but feel angry, upset, resentfull, bitter about what ive been through, but then, i get angry at myself for feeling these emotions, because i wana be strong, 100% of the time, regemented, i wanna fight it, fight it,& emerge the otherside.
how can i feel about all this? that ive sustained alot of mental damage?
2007-06-21
04:53:26
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