i'm 16, and have had really bad depression for the past few years of my life. i'm homeschooled, i'm not allowed to date, and i am only allowed to hang out with ppl from my church. problem is, i have no friends from my church. i have had alot of baaad things happen in my life, and everyone knos it, so they just ignore me.
i work as a nanny, and that's pretty much my socialization. i hang out in a house with 2 little girls. i can't drive yet, so i am dependant on my parents to take me anywhere, so i can't just get up and go.
my life sucks sooo much!!! a couple of years ago, i attempted suicide a few times, and i kno it sounds horrible, but i almost wish that i would have succeeded!
is anyone in a similar situation?
2006-06-18
15:16:53
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