I don’t think you realise just how much I really do care about you…I know I didn’t show it at all. It must have seemed to you that I hated you so bad but my feelings were the total opposite. I know I should have said more, I know I shouldn’t have looked at you the way I did. I wouldn’t dream of looking at my worst enemy like that let alone a friend, my angel…All you ever did was love me, care for me, you supported me like I was your sister…and I repaid you by hurting you over and over. All you ever did was love me…Sometimes I wonder just why you cared so much, I was nothing special unlike you. If I were asked to describe you in 1 word my response would be “ANGEL” That’s what you were…My angel, my port in the storm. I could always rely on you to be there for me…You saved me…You are my super hero. My guitar girl…I will never be able to repay you for what you did…My saviour, my friend…I never understood just how much I need you until the day you told me “people who aren’t friends do NOT talk…” I cried! I tried to bring you happiness, I tried to influence your life the same way you influenced mine…I guess I was too selfish to see you dying inside every time I ignored you…you thought I was pathetic, a ‘lamo’ you said…I was too weird to be classed as much else…You didn’t deserve what I gave you…no one did but least of all YOU…my angel…At night I close my eyes and remember all the things you gave to me, when I close my eyes I see those sparkling blue eyes of yours that looked at me with such concern…such love…when I see your eyes I feel sadden…sadden by the thought that we are no longer friends… If possible, forget my wrong as a bad dream,
But remember me as a good friend, Who wanted to fill you with happiness, to the brim yet, could never give you, what you truly deserved…That gave you only tears and regrets through my words and behaviour….All through our friendship I made you cry…For all I've done to you anger, disgust and hatred is what I deserve from a pure and golden soul like you… Next time you make a friend I wish she’s not like me I Wish shed keep you happy forever and not fill you with sadness, like me.
Wish you get the very best in all that you do. may you be happy forever…For such a wonderful person are you… you said it wasn’t fair the way I treated you…I agree…so now I’m saying sorry the only way I know how…I will always be indebt to you for you are my angel…the one who saved me life…
2006-08-29
02:40:30
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