Ok, here is the deal.
I think I may be too obsessed with my looks.
Ever since I was about 10, I started noticing that girls liked me. Everywhere I went with my friends, the girls would always want to talk to me first. It has been like that ever since I was 10 all throughout Middle School and also High School and beyond.
But now I'm starting to think it may have been a curse rather than a blessing, because now I'm 28 and my looks are fading and I am beginning to notice that I'm suffering from severe depression.
Sometimes I drive in the car and I turn the rear-view mirror on myself and I just look at myself. I have almost gotten into accidents because of it.
Also, this is ruining my life in other ways.
For example, if I feel like I don't look perfect, I will not go out.
I have been avoiding friends and parties simply because I feel like I don't look good anymore.
I know this sounds so shallow, and I'm actually not that shallow in my heart, but this is what I've been used to.
2006-12-30
14:39:52
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The Don
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