When i was about 4 (i still cant say) I was abused by my uncle atlast it was out in the open but the person who i thought would protect me started his own - My father. This went on for years and i couldnt get the courage to stop it cos when some in the family heard of that of my uncle they blamed me.I'm now 24 and have since moved out of the house. I used to hate men generally thinking that what all they ever wanted but now i have this great guy - he has shown me respect, love and everything a woman can ask of. Many times we've engaged in some pettings but when it starts getting heavy i always call a halt. He respects my wishes but i feel i have a problem cos i feel as if i want to throw up whenever he gets too close to the privated areas. i love him but i never want it to go farther. He wants to marry me and i do too but i feel this would be a big problem in our marriage. I cant talk to a psychaitrist face to face. is there a way i can talk to one online?
2006-10-31
20:40:00
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