I'm 16, and I'm afraid a year or two or go I murdered some kid by choking them to death, because of what I think is a dream. I'm not convinced I didn't do it, even though nobody around me believes it was possible?
Does anyone think I really did do it? And if I did, is there any redemption for me? I don't feel like a murderer, I don't like murder, and I don't want to be a murderer, but if I did do it I can't change the past. People still love me and accept me, but it's only because they think it's impossible I did it, which makes me feel worse.
I'm not sure I'll ever be truly happy again because of this. It's impossible for me to truly believe in any sort of relationship I have, because I feel undeserving of everything.
2006-10-31
08:56:56
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