I am a generally good person but every now and then I have done a few things I am not so proud of. In my heart I know that I mean no harm to anybody but when these things happen I sink into a depression and self loathing mode. I have never intentionally hurt anybody. for instance one day I looked at a couple of pornographic images at work and I just about let myself go because of it. If I feel bad about this kind of thing does that just mean that I have a conscious. I have stopped and I have vowed to myself not to let it happen again. I mean my job could have been at stake and I have a great job. Also sometimes I feel negative feeling for the one I love. She is really trying her best and i do love her very much. Couldn't stand to lose her. does this mean I am a bad person or have I just had a few moments of weakness? I want to live a long and fruitful life but when I feel this way I feel like I don't deserve to live at all. any advice...?
2007-05-11
03:26:48
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J G
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