I made the biggest mistakes of my life last year. In that year alone, I managed to somehow become an addict, lose my virginity to a completely jerk, lose contact with lifelong friends, and completely flunk all my classes thus getting suspended from my college for the next year.
TODAY my wonderful, beautiful, perfect older sister left to go back to college and I'm home alone feeling like a COMPLETE failure in life and just hating everything about me.
I've ruined everything I've ever stood for and I don't even know why. I'm so STUPID and right now I just wish I was anyone else but me. My dad told me last night that I am the biggest disappointment of his life. My sister tried to comfort me by the usual "things will get better" but they WON'T because the past won't go away and I'm stuck with this forever.
I just hate me right now and I am so ashamed of myself. And I live in a house where I'm constantly reminded of my mistakes and how worthless I am...
2007-08-02
05:40:18
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