do i have to ask for forgiveness?

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i've been ok for a few days but im guilty again
a few years ago, i said f**king or part of the f word and MIGHT have said jesus right after in my mind, can't remember well though
what IF i said f**king jesus out loud? is this bad?
i also had sexual thought about jesus and god
i've been ok, but i started to think about this again
today, i recalled that i tried to say it whenever my mouth was open like eating and it felt like i was saying it just in my head when i was eating
there're certain things that my brain won't let go of and it distinguishes and i feel depressed for guilt then on, such as this case
is this chemical imbalance?
could there be anyone saying the whole thing out loud with intention and not being guilty at all?
because i did it unintentionally and still i feel that im the only one who might have said this
should i pray for forgiveness
so whenever i start to feel guilty, should i slap myself?
i really don't understand why i have these kind of problems whe
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i really don't understand why i have these kind of problems when people have problems about debt, divorce and cancer
even though i sound crazy, sometimes this is really important because i can rule my life away
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should i ask for forgiveness, but i don't want to because it was unintentional
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i make points of lists to assure that i don't have to be guilty, but i try to not do that because it will get me in deeper and deeper and finally unable to climb back out
i need to have a reason why i don't need to pray to be able to do anything properly or else i'll be always guilty of it
so should i forget about it all in a bunch?
does my christmas sound fascinating enough, it sure does, is this another mental problem to conquer?
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i don't have time to see anyone and it's too expensive and i don't want to share it with anyone except if i don't have to see them in person
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is praying a compulsion that i don't have to do in this case?
obviously this is a compulsion and i think about it all the time, SO SHOULD I FORGET ABOUT IT WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT IT WELL I THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST ALL THE TIME BUT SHOULD I TELL MYSELF TO GET OUT OF THE HOLE?
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i love sports and i have a aptitude for it, but i never played that much in high school since i had this kind of problem but not the same one
i think about it all the time, so it's really hard to concentrate on anything
now im stressed because i started to enjoy raquet ball and it feels like this is going to be taken away from me next
do i sound like a guy or a girl?
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now im stressed out about the fact that i might have said f**king jesus out loud intentionally to make it worse so i wouldn't worry about it anymore?
this isn't considered as intentional towards jesus, right?

i make points of lists to assure that i don't have to be guilty, but i try to not do that because it will get me in deeper and deeper and finally unable to climb back out
i need to have a reason why i don't need to pray to be able to do anything properly or else i'll be always guilty of it
so should i forget about it all in a bunch?
does my christmas sound fascinating enough, it sure does, is this another mental problem to conquer?

i don't have time to see anyone and it's too expensive and i don't want to share it with anyone except if i don't have to see them in person

is praying a compulsion that i don't have to do in this case?
obviously this is a compulsion and i think about it all the time, SO SHOULD I FORGET ABOUT IT WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT IT WELL I THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST ALL THE TIME BUT SHOULD I TELL MYSELF TO GET OUT OF THE HOLE?

i love sports and i have a aptitude for it, but i never played that much in high school since i had this kind of problem but not the same one
i think about it all the time, so it's really hard to concentrate on anything
now im stressed because i started to enjoy raquet ball and it feels like this is going to be taken away from me next
do i sound like a guy or a girl?

now im stressed out about the fact that i might have said f**king jesus out loud intentionally to make it worse so i wouldn't worry about it anymore and i was frustrated with saying it in my mind numerous times
this isn't considered as intentional towards jesus, right?

Answer 1

It sounds like you have ocd..If you pray about it god will forgive you but u should really go and see a doctor.

Answer 2

just the fact that you dwell on this is abnormal. You seem to have racing thoughts, this is a chemical imbalance. God always forgives. Ask forgiveness and forget it. He will take it from there. If you keep thinking about it, it is the devil that is tormenting you. Because you have the spirit of God in you, command the devil to leave you. Ask this in the name of Jesus. Say, "Evil one, I command you to leave in the name of Jesus". You may be playing with fire and you'll get burned.

I am wondering if you were sexually abused.. Behaviors such as these can cause identity problems. Guilt. Remember that you are not perfect, we are all imperfect and we all make mistakes. Get up, ask forgiveness ONCE, dust yourself off and move on.

If you are Catholic, I would bring this up at confession. Priests are trained to counsel you and they won't rat on you. Pray the Rosary! Seek help, you seem to have mental problems. You deserve better than to beat yourself up. See a doctor now!

This is my opinion... :-]

Answer 3

If you are in Christ Jesus you have forgiveness of sins already. It is not in anything you do. 1 John 1:7. :) Also, every thought that enters into your mind is not yours so don't claim it. Evil thoughts like that come from Satan. If someone was standing beside you and cursed and you heard it, would you ask for forgiveness? No, so don't speak about the thoughts that enter your mind because the devil can't read your mind. But pray in your mind about it to GOD (He can read your mind). Matthew 6:31 Worry is taking thought. Don't say words that makes the devil think he's winning. Your words of fear let him know you are fearful.
Read Galatians and be delivered. GOD has perfect love for you and He doesn't require you to have perfect love or perfect obedience for Him to continue loving and cleansing you. He knows you mortal flesh is weak and looks at the heart of man. Phillipians 1:6
Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:

The good news there is that "He" will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ. Not you. :) A gift is just that, a gift and if their were requirements on Keeping that gift it wouldn't be a gift. Once you believe Christ rose from the dead, that He was the Son of God, being God Himself, was sinless and died for your sins you repent ( turn from the way you were going, start a new course in Christ ) you receive the gift.

If you must continue to ask for forgiveness for every sin to stay in relationship with him I would love to be shown in Scripture of that fact. Isn't His blood better than the blood of goats and bulls? Please let me know which sin his blood didn't cover of the believers? To be remembered no more.

May the Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ abound in your heart and life according to His riches in Glory! ( I can't imagine the limit of his riches in Glory )

Answer 4

why are you stressing?
the way i understand it, we're wired to sin, whether or not we mean to.
so, pray for forgiveness, even though it was an accident. I'm sure God will understand.
then, see a therapist.

Answer 5

Seek professional help.

Answer 6

You should ask for forgiveness when you have done something wrong.