im 17 and have post traumatic stress disorder sence i was 11?

Question

im not going to go in to what haptend but i have not had a dreem in 6 years its the same 8 days playing over and over
no butty in my fammly knows every thing its dont ask dont tell
ive went to treat ment for 2 years and they tryed E_M_D_R
witch only made the dreams more real its like going throw thoes day over and over felling every pain i felt over and over

Emdr. this dr was really stressed and went for a walk and she noticed that while she was thinking her eyes were moving more than usual after the walk she felt better about the situation so after yrs of research they tried it on a patient who was in the vietnam war. and after yrs of him being told he was crazy and being locked away he was fine..... How it was with me is you sit in the room with the doctor and look at this little screen like thing! a green light moves around and your told to follow it with your eyes and think about whatever it is thats going on for me it was sexual abuse... so i would think about specific things that still bugged me and after a few mins thinking about it the dr would stop and say what was the last thing you though... id say it and shed be like ok agian..... after my first session and loads of tears i felt better un tell that night
i have flash backs when driving my car

(u know how scary it is to be in your 5.0 mustang going 70mph have a flash back and wake up going 109mph yea its hapend to me with my girl freand in the car

Answer 1

Dude-if you've got a mustang and driving it over 70 mph, you shouldn't be driving.

Answer 2

i was diagnosed with P.T.S.D, the way we release our stress can range from dreams to violent outburst's, you cannot supress the emotions that you feel and talking is the easiest way to realise, overcome and release any trapped anxioty or fears that you have carried for so long. Perhaps try talking to a friend or proffessional help. Noboby can judge you as we all our have our own skeletons in the closet, keep in mind with the right guidence this disorder can be out grown with age and realisation.