I don't really know what is wrong me. Last night i had a panic attack. I have had them on three occassions before in the last number of years. each time i was highly stressed and after a few drinks. but last nite i wasn't. I had drank just half a glass of wine earlier in the day before calling to my boyfriends house. I wasn't at all stressed but had been feeling very low that day. As we prepared to leave my boyfriends house, the thought of all the people in the crowded pub was too much to bear. I didn't feel good enough to mix with other people. I imagined they'd be staring at me and talking about me. I couldn't control my breathing. i was dizzy and couldn't keep my balance. i fell to my knees. i felt the rest of my body wanting to fall. i knew if i fell back i would hit my head. i grabbed onto the front door to keep me upright.I feel so stupid. I am normally very sociable. But admittly quiet self conscious. I dont understand why i feel so inadequate.I cant seem to pick myself back up
2007-12-27
10:00:54
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Amy H
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