Subconscious Pattern?

Question

Fell in love with this one guy in 7th grade. Broke up with me bc he thought he didnt like me anymore. Dated other guys that lasted only 1 month. They all left me. Then dated two guys that lasted for four months and then I didnt want them anymore but couldn't let go, now this is the third guy, same situation. Somethings wrong with me. It is more than not wanting to let go because right now with the third guy, I was calling him and he wouldnt pick up and I broke down because I felt scared he just left me hanging [traumatized from the past]. And I get kindaa angry if I call him and he's with his friends and I was expecting him to come over. You see? Its just strange. I dont get whats up with me, really I dont. :( Now Im in 11th grade.
Whats this pattern?

Answer 1

Your not any different than anyone else, don't stress too much about it. Remember that you are still young and that you still have a long time to go before finding the person you'll settle with and spend the rest of your life with.

Answer 2

You have issues with abandonment. Which basically means that you really can't hold on to an individual for very long because to you, the relationships over before it gets started. You just try your best to hold it together, I get this BIG time from your jealousy, its caused by the fact that you see YOU doing more then THEM to keep the relationship together because your scared its being torn apart. What you need is a male that's welling to communicate HONESTLY and with some f'in maturity to help you thru this. Because it comes down to one thing, you've had all those boyfriends, but you still think your a piece of crap that isn't worth anything, because your still not done brow-beating yourself for not being good enough. So you've got some growing up to do before you even THINK about getting into another relationship, but you want because your propitiating this behavior CONSTANTLY by reaching on to new hopes, just to watch them crush again. SO glad you never got your eyes on me, lol, your dangerous because in the end, you don't know what you need to feel comfortable in a relationship. SO your right it is an issue, and your right its you, learn to love yourself, are learn to enjoy the heck you put yourself thru because you don't feel your worth a crap, sorry just the way it works...... If you like to give me more history, I've got an e-mail, but the fact remains yoru daning around NOT LOVING YOURSELF, by looking for it in man, ouchie...... which they fail at CONSTANTLY becuase ONLY YOU CAN DO THAT!!!! So ouchie again, apartly your parents never taught you the best lesson of all...... YOUR A FEMALE IN THIS WORLD AND BY YOUR VERY NATURE YOUR HUMAN!!! SO YOU F'IN ROCK HARD!!!! I know hard to accept but you not accepting your HARD ROCKIN SELF, is what makes your life suck. Get your head out of your behind, look in the mirrior and relax, that cute female doesn't deserve this crap anymore, anything less is what you've done.....