i need some help?

Question

I have a problem with my body weight.
I'm 5'4 or 5'5 and weigh 115 pounds and fifteen years old.
Im thinking about not eating anymore.
Or really not eating that much.
When i eat, i dont eat at school, i hate eating there. And i never eat breakfast and sometimes i eat just a little bit of dinner.
So usually when i go home i am proud of myslef for not eating all day, and then i get hungry and eat alot.
And then i am so mad at myself.
About a year ago, i was 5'0 and about 125 pounds.
But i grew taller and lost all my baby fat.
And people always tell me im skinny, but i just dont think so.
I always feel gross.
Andi feel liek i cant get a boyfriend, because im not skinny enough.
I think also im depressed, on both sides of my family there is depression.
My dad is severly depressed and take medicine for it, and i think my mom is depressed too, but she wont admit it, and her dad killed himself from depression.
I dont know what to do.

I have even though of killing myself.
And i honeslty feel like it wouldnt even affect anyone but my family.
and thats the only reason i havent.

Answer 1

Go see a doctor, this is a serious issue that you will not be able to resolve on yahoo. At least talk to your school counselor-------please

Answer 2

Eat Breakfast. It'll help lose weight, But trust me. Not eating is the worst possible thing you could do because if you starve yourself then eat. The body thinks you are going to starve yourself again & hold onto he fats and calories & you put weight on.

&& if everyone says yoo're really skinny. Then it must be true. Why would they lie? I'm sure you're pretty & Skinny.

I think you might have a serious problem. Perhaps you may have BDD (Body dismorphic disorder). which means that even though you're really skinny && pretty, you still thinkthat your're fat.

I think you should talk to your doctor about tyour feelings && ask to speak to a nutriotionist about being put on a diet plan so you stay skinny & healthy.

Also. Please don't resort to throwing your food back up. this is almost as bad as not eating because the acid in the vomit will eat at your throat, mouth & teeth && cause major damage.

Answer 3

5'-4" or 5'-5" and 115 lb.s is normal enough.
If you "always feel gross", that's not the reason.
Fasting and binge eating as you describe, is bad
for you, and will actually make you feel depressed
most of the time.
Added to that, living with depressed people will make
you feel depressed even if you yourself have no
problem in that area.
Try to eat normally, three normal meals a day.
Try to interact more with friends outside your
depressing home.
Talk to a school counselor.

Answer 4

no you need to eat 6 small meals a day to keep your metabolism up so you can stay slim .... when girls don't eat their bodies store any food that it gets as if you are in a starvation mode. eat and work out you will be fine and with your height and weight you are exactly were you need to be don't sweat it just eat little meals. you will be fine