Did I cause these events?

Question

Did I cause these events?
When in the womb my mother nearly had a miscarriage because I could not cling on to the side of the womb because she was bleeding (perhaps i caused this by scratching) Then before birth I turned presenting my a*se to the world and when the doctor turned me back I had the cord wrapped twice around my neck and I was born asphyxiated by the cord.
Do you think babies in the womb have a forward memory of what their life is going to be and decide not to go through with it? Does God force us to go through with it?
I have always hated life and tried to commit suicide twice.

No anth - i have had depression all my life and was diagnosed with schizophrenia so I have had two suicide attempts

Thanks steven - i have experience of that. I took 84 psychiatric tablets and survived. It just makes you vomit. Thanks for your advice though.

Thanks for all your interesting and helpful answers. Its hard to pick a best

Answer 1

Take it easy guy, it not that serious. I guess someone had to tell you about all the difficulty with your birth. Hopefully you do not feel like you've been trouble from the beginning. All of us put our mother through a lot of life-threatening, life-altering situations. All of us struggle to stay alive, from the moment we are conceived. From the moment we are birthed, death tries to slip in. So there is nothing abnormal about your situation.

You must have faith in life. As you grow older, and get more control of your life, it gets better and better. For me, I have my faith in Jesus Christ. Christianity has given me a lot of hope, a lot of peace, and finally joy. Lighten up, have some harmless fun, and live.

Answer 2

All life is a miracle, there are so many things that can happen in the womb and the child has nothing to do with it.

You survived all of these traumas, so be proud that you are a fighter....not a quitter.

God does not force anything, you are born and then you have to live. You should think of your life as a gift and a challenge.
You are now responsible for everything you do and say. There are so many wonderful things that you can do if you want to.
or
You can sit and moan and do nothing and achieve nothing.
Its all up to you and how you think. If you don't like things, change them, move forward think where you would like to be and go for it.
Get some help if you think you need it and take one day at a time, try to achieve one small thing each day.
Living in the positive is easy once you believe in you, you have the power, honest you do, try using it and learn to love yourself as much as God loves you.

Answer 3

I am sorry to hear about your depression I do have some experience with the condition and it is not good. there is a lot we do not know about what effect a baby's experiences in the womb at during birth have on the person not that that matters you have the depression whatever the cause and it needs dealing with. Ignore the silly person who recommended paracetamol. It destroys the liver gradually and will certainly kill but it takes about 2 weeks and is very painful and there is no antidote.
Forget god there is no such thing find a good psychiatrist and get some help

Answer 4

No you didn't cause these events. I would say with everything that's happened to you from your mothers womb until now makes your life all the more amazing.
Ignoramus_the _great has given you an answer that shows he cares. I only wish i could help you find some answers. Maybe you could look up these 2 scriptures: Jeremiah 1; 5 --God is saying "before we are in our mothers womb He knew us" -- and Jeremiah 29; 11 - Amplified version: "hope in your final outcome"

Added: billy you have some good answers and people do care about you -- your still in my prayers. xxx

God bless you spike - lovely answer...

Answer 5

No, you didn't cause these events. A baby has no control of how it is born. Many babies are born with the cord around their neck, it means nothing. A baby cannot cling to the side of the womb because it is contained in a sac (cannot remember the name of it), so don't blame yourself for your mothers discomfort if that's what you are doing. Your birth is God's will. He values you greatly and He will guide you if you put your trust in Him.

Answer 6

Wow,where to begin!? You need to stop thinking about all that - in the womb- stuff. I was a breach birth too, & never gave it a second thought. It's too bad you feel the need to tell us you hate life. It sounds like your reaching out for some help. If you've spoken to counslers in the past it doesen't sound as though you've found the right one. Suicide is a terrible thing, I've lost two people to it and it almost killed me. If you have family or anyone you care about please don't do that to yourself & them. Life is what you make it. It's a new experience every morning.You either choose to be happy or choose not to. But it is your choice. Life is precious. Please help yourself.

Answer 7

Yes, Before coming in this life, it is discussed what and who are in your life and where it will take place/s( in general), but not how.
The how is up to you.

The only time you don't chose and discuss, is if in the last life you commit suicide. Coincidence, don't think so. We keep much of the some personality as in the previous life. When you commit suicide, U don't get to go to limbo for planning and R and R, you come back as quick as you left and I am sure you can see what is coming.

Answer 8

Maybe all this Mean you're a fighter and a survivor and maybe You're meant to be something really Big and Good so Evil is trying to get rid of you but you survived all this I'm sure the future holds a lot of good things for you and because of you May God Bless You

Answer 9

A good thing to do would be to get some help. To talk to someone about why you hate life? What could be so bad? Everyone has hard times and many carry a heavy load. I'll be you could easily find someone who has it more difficult than you do.

Answer 10

What happened in the womb has no bearing on your life. You need counselling and maybe some meds.