BIG decison to make!! help!!!!!?

Question

I'm a freshman at college. I moved in to school with this girl Alyssa her and I were friends. She moved out after 4 days because she hated it here.

Then this Jehova Wittness was placed in my room. She would not allow me to curse, would not allow me to watch certain movies, would yell at me if i listen to rap music, and wouldn't allow me to have any visitors over.

I ended up moving out of my room into another dorm called "Lions." Lion's was the only place that had open rooms. The room was cramped so badly I couldn't take it!! I moved out of there after having an anxiety attack and having to get rushed to the emergnecy room.

I then moved into "Dickson Hall" where I am living now. There is nothing wrong with the dorm I'm in I like it....I live by myself because the girl who I roomed with became an RA and now has her own room.

The only thing is I'm still not happy!!
I have a friend who is transfering moving in with me next semester but yet again I want to move dorms!!!

I DON'T KNOW WHY!!!!!
i want to move into Jenkinson Hall
which has movable furniture so i can have my own space!!!

I KNOW THAT SOUNDS CHILDISH BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!!!

i just feel like I don't fit in at this school.
I feel bipolar one min. I'm happy the next I'm not!!!

I go home everyweekend
when I tried to stay here
i was bored out of my mind!!!!
this is a "backpack school!!"
I cried and begged for my mom to pick me up the first time I tried to stay
and the 2nd time I cried and begged for my boyfriend to pick me up!!!

I HAVE UNTIL NOVEMBER 1ST TO CANCELL MY HOUSING!!!!!

IF YOU WERE IN MY SITUATION
WOULD YOU STICK IT OUT????
PLEASE HELP ME
I'M MAKING MY DECISION TOMORROW

Answer 1

Please consider getting some professional help. Free counseling is available at many colleges, but the health insurance of many parents may also include it.

Incidentally, religious intolerance is an ugly thing.

Answer 2

Well it sounds like you don't want to dorm because you're very unsure of yourself. I would probably try to stick with dorming and if i get bored find something to do, meet new ppl and hang out with them on the weekends. But i guess you could live at home but if u're just thinking about switching to a different dorm building i think you should just stick with what you got and make it work. because it could be worse.