I have
boyfriend,friends,family....
All in my life.
Still happiness never flowing
death always being my only resort.
Feeling thats its only way.
Only thing stopping me is the fright
of knowing whats on the otherside.
What is death and is there a cost?
Will i be punished for leaving earth so early?
Why am i so alone?
But still everyone is there for me?
Why must i cry to fall asleep?
Why must it be me who finds it hard my sould to keep?
Living with myself is the hardest part.
Whats wrong with me??
-deppressed soul of crying whispers.
I just wrote this in 5 mins
but the feelings were just flowing thru me.
I have deppression. but nothing seems to work...
Yes this is all true.
I have everything i should want.
But all i want is to leave,
I do not know whats wrong with me
why i feel so alone.
I dont know whats the point to this question but...
i dont know.
2007-09-23 15:17:59 · 8 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
You don't have faith in God and havent accepted the spirit of God into your life i suppose.but we all get depressed sometimes .i wish you the best
2007-09-23 15:24:22 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Well I can relate with you in some ways. Obviously I don't know you at all so it's very difficult to answer this question with any foundation so I will only offer my thoughts from a personal perspective. I have just been through a traumatic incident in my life. I was in a car accident in which I am truly lucky to even be alive. Prior to my accident, I suffered from depression, feeling worthless, sad and alone. I don't have everything in my life, unlike yourself, as you've said, but I felt so alone and sad deep within my soul. Going through my accident exactly two months ago Saturday, I realized how much I did want to live. Life is too short and is something that is a gift.
I believe in your case you lack a spiritual foundation. I don't know your religious preference. I'm not suggesting following any particular religion, rather evolve yourself with your own personal spirituality. There are many paths that follow this path. For example, some being Hindu's. I don't follow any man made religion, rather I follow a path of spirituality that dates back to the beginning of time and it works for me. It may not be for everyone, but it's given me understanding and comfort in my darkest times.
In my case, I believe my accident was a blessing in disguise, something I needed to open my eyes to everything I was missing and how lucky I am to actually wake up each morning having the ability to be free, to breathe, and to spend life with loved ones around me.
Perhaps you need to find a purpose or meaning in your life. For some that may be doing charity work, consulting, working with disabled children, elderly people in homes that are abused, etc. To be honest, I'm sure you have a purpose which you haven't found yet, but it's worth looking into. I know being able to help someone and provide them some kind of comfort and relief always helps me feel that I've done good in life and in helping others, I'm actually helping myself.
I hope some of this helps you. I wish I could provide you better answers but these are some of the best suggestions I can offer with not knowing you any better. I wish you the best of luck and I hope you are able to find some comfort in not feeling alone any longer.
2007-09-23 15:37:35 · answer #2 · answered by Nana L 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hello , I hope what I have to say, somehow could help you. You said you don't know what is missing in your life, I' ll tell you. We are creatures of God, He put that essence of life in you and that is your soul, It belongs to him and not to you. What you're missing is the love of God in your heart. But not the way all religions that you may know tell you, I'm talking of the feeling of the pure essence of God in you. You don't believe this is possible ? Is possible He is very close more than you think. Talk to Him ,Pray and ask for His new name Because God have a name. All He want is make you happy and for you to have the salvation of your soul and gain the promises of eternal life. You want to know if you will be punish I'm sorry but the answer is yes. But it doesn't have to be that way there's time your alive. Ask for help but most of all believe that God can and will help you have fate and He will. God Bless You and Please you are a very smart person don't waist your brain.
2007-09-23 15:43:51 · answer #3 · answered by Calypsso 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
don't know if it helps but i've felt like that for the past 18 yrs.
you're probably young, and think that nobody feels the way you do, it's not true.
what i did to cope with depression is write, and i wrote a lot. just write it all out if you don't feel comfortable talking to people about it. after a while go back and read what you wrote, you might be impressed, or you might think that you were writing about something stupid. i've done both.
i don't know if this helps or even begins to offer comfort....
2007-09-23 15:28:23 · answer #4 · answered by alex 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Think about seeing a therapist to talk about your feelings and problems, one with a psychologist degree. Therapy does work and helps!
2007-09-23 15:29:01 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
you have your back turned to Jesus, thats why your so down.
Why not come to him? Do it quietly for now, and give him a try.
Just quietly come and pray to him, talk to him. Just because there will seem it is talking to nothing but air, you will change your mind about him.
2007-09-23 15:31:12 · answer #6 · answered by duster 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If you have depression, please get treatment. It's a disease. Take medicine and get well.
2007-09-23 15:27:05 · answer #7 · answered by nursesr4evr 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
read this web
http://en.limcn.com
2007-09-23 15:30:31 · answer #8 · answered by qq d 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋