OK. I have given a lot of thought to the idea of experience, life & what depression means in the very recent past. I have decided ultimately that I can't handle simply submitting to the depression, because while I like the viewpoint I know it holds me down - but also I can't do the drug route. I just can't, it doesn't work, it makes me uncomfortable and ultimately more anxious & depressed.
And you know, really, I can't do the therapy route, either, because you have no idea how uncomfortable that makes me, as well. I cannot and could not ever in any situation since I was born successfully express my true self verbally & I'm not suddenly going to sprout an ability to eloquently describe my emotions. Not to mention I have an embarrassing inclination to cry and it all just snowballs into this slightly traumatizing experience that I don't like. I really don't like.
Therefore, I was wondering what alternative solutions there are for depression without just masking it with medication?
2007-09-22
11:13:53
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And really, don't even say therapist or psychologist because my dad is one and he's done things to me that make me really not trust that whole... You know. I just can't. I mean, I have a hard enough time going to psych CLASS, I cannot deal with a psychologist.
I'm not trying to say I can do it alone, but I have friends and family who I can trust. I just can't do the therapy thing or the drug thing, I really can't. I know that sounds weird and paranoid but I have my reasons and I can't.
2007-09-22
11:16:11 ·
update #1
I have, indeed, actually been diagnosed with depression. And I have, indeed, previously been on medication for it. I've done all of that. I'm looking for something new but I'm also trying not to spill my whole history to you all which is why I've been a little scant.
2007-09-22
11:41:41 ·
update #2