I was born again and had the holy spirit inside me. Then I started cursing God and telling him the holy ghost was evil and that I am pissed off at you for making me and that I am pissed off for you rejecting me for thinking your evil and are satan.
he didnt say anything and whenever i heard him speak to me i thought it was satan talking back or my mind playing tricks on me.
how come i used to like god now i hate him and am I following satan and dont realize it?
I hear demons inside me going ''grrr arararahah'' I cant really explain the noise but...
telling me that god hates me and that he is disgusted with me
and then saying oh baby satan will have fun for you in hell
then i hear laughing like deep but in a scary way
and then i ask god why do i hate him now when a little bit of me wants to go back to god but i know he wont take me back now because i accused him of being pure evil and didnt trust him whhen he said he wasnt but i am extremly confused atm.......
2007-09-08 14:52:07 · 31 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
Sounds to me like you need deliverance. If we are passive in our mindset against demons they will run all over us. The Bible says "Submit yourself therefore unto God, resist the devil and he will flee from you." (James 4:6)
If there is some specific sin you need to confess and repent of, that is first order of business. Common avenues for spirits gaining entrance are unforgiveness or involvement in the occult. You need to read God's word to get the reassurance that God is for you, not against you. Read Romans chapter 8. Then you need to take a stance against the enemy IN THE NAME OF JESUS. The devil and demons respect that name when spoken in faith. If you try to stand on your own authority you won't get very far.
If you need more in depth teaching I can recommend a man who has helped thousands get free from the influence of demons. Browse the bookstore or the radio archives at:
http://www.derekprince.org/site/PageServer
Have faith. Remember the cross.
May God restore you to His peace.
2007-09-08 15:06:22 · answer #1 · answered by wefmeister 7 · 0⤊ 1⤋
This is what you need to do: Go in your bathroom and take off all your clothes, watch, jewely everything so that you are completely naked as the day you were born. Then get down on your knees before God and bow down and put your head on the floor. Then pray. Also, fast. Even if it's just for a few hours, fast and pray. You will be healed. You may also want to see a psychiatrist.
2007-09-08 15:14:16 · answer #2 · answered by The Lamb of Vista 3 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Many Christians have gone through what you're going through. I myself have experienced "backsliding", but later God called me back to Him. No matter what you say, or have said in the past, God will still take you back, because you're His child. God is gracious, and that's one thing that Satan cannot understand.
And something must have happened for you to turn your back on God. He didn't answer your prayer? A problem or trial came your way? Remember, God is not there simply to answer our prayers, or meet our needs. He is there to be worshipped by His children. If He is your Lord, we're the ones who are supposed to adjust to Him, not for God to adjust to us. Whether He decides to answer our prayers or not, or bring us through blessings or trials, that's up to Him. His promise is that He will never leave us or forsake us! That's the real blessing - that God is with us!
2007-09-09 17:09:00 · answer #3 · answered by Bombilya 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Most christians have been mad at God at some point or another and have felt abandoned. Right now the devil is working on your emotions and is trying to separate you further from God. Keep the faith and trust that God will deliver you from the problems that are troubling you.
2016-04-03 21:59:21 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
God love us even if we curse him out. Beg for forgiveness, continue praying to our lord. & Read the bible is another good thing to do. Remember God works in mystery ways. Tell satan to go away because he is nothing and always going to be! -go to a church for people to pray for you. Remember God answer you prayer when you truly need it!
2007-09-08 15:11:59 · answer #5 · answered by so i WONDER. 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
God will take you back,just do good works and help others and pray for help.he will always love you even if you curse him.feed the good within you and dont feed the bad.the more good you do the better you will feel..Gods voice is never negative or its not God.I write down my good and bad features and work on increasing the good and eliminating the bad,try it and God bless
2007-09-08 15:03:50 · answer #6 · answered by woodsonhannon53 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You shouldn't talk or act like that ,God loves you bro,you know that in your heart speaking blasphemes about will only open doors into you that you don't want.Evil will creep into you then it is to late.Bad things will happen to and around you.Ask for forgiveness and don;t even think of the word hate near the Lords name.God is love man.I'll pray for you man.
2007-09-08 15:00:28 · answer #7 · answered by one10soldier 6 · 1⤊ 1⤋
NEVER get angry with the Lord!
Mat 12:30 He that is not with me is against me; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad.
Mat 12:31 ¶ Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy [against] the [Holy] Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men.
Mat 12:32 And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the [world] to come.
2007-09-08 15:11:19 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
I suspect that some very bad things have happened to you and you do not understand why God has allowed them to happen. You would do well to search out the psalms, a pastor or trusted Christian friend to talk with and get some help from a good Christian therapist.
2007-09-08 14:59:30 · answer #9 · answered by Makemeaspark 7 · 1⤊ 1⤋
Wow.
This is what I mean - this god delusion can lead you to madness unless you can keep it tightly compartmentalised and away from reality.
Girl, you need some medication before you start hearing what 'the demons' are saying and acting on it.
2007-09-08 15:03:11 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 1⤋