For some reason, I just can't let things go. I always feel I must get revenge, otherwise I cannot rest.
A long time ago, I started working in a small company (without having had an interview). I worked extremely hard for a few days and then finaly met the boss for an interview. The interview didn't go so well because I was nervous and he basicaly put me out. He didn't pay me the approximate $200 I should have earned.
So What I did...was took a bb gun and shot out the windows, mirrors and interior dashboard of his Brand new Benz while it was in the parking lot. I did it right before work would have gotten out to make sure it would hurt him most.
More recently, I got a $95 parking ticket on my car. Even if I deserved it, I think the fee was extortious. So what I did, was punish the city by destroying city property until I felt a balance. This way I could justify to myself having to pay $95
2007-07-25 04:57:35 · 6 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
Sometimes people do things to hurt me. I plot then to destroy them. Usualy when it is a person I can't readily get even with...things seem to happen to them just by themselves.
It almost feels like my vengeful nature emenates from my body. There are countless examples I could name.
Someone hurts my feelings - they lose their job. That's happend more than 8 times.
I enjoy sitting back and watching the wicked be punished and if it doesn't happen to my liking, I do it myself.
I know its wrong, but I simply can't stop myself from believing this way.
2007-07-25 05:00:34 · update #1
You need to see someone about anger management.
2007-07-25 05:00:38 · answer #1 · answered by ♪ Pamela ♫ 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You know that the "an eye for an eye" thing became obsolete after Jesus came, don't you? You need to seek some counseling for anger management. It is abnormal to do the things you do to get even. You also need to learn how to forgive.
2007-07-25 12:14:13 · answer #2 · answered by Soul Shaper 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
i think a certain amount of revenge is perfectly healthy. check out revengelady.com
you need to ask yourself if you can get the same satisfaction from the little acts of revenge as you can for the big, really vicious ones. those are the ones that'll get you caught and in trouble.
2007-07-25 12:13:53 · answer #3 · answered by elfkin, attention whore 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You have fallen under the law of three, my friend. As long as you keep revenging yourself, you're going to have more things you feel the need to revenge against.
You're the only one who can break this cycle.
2007-07-25 12:01:51 · answer #4 · answered by Jewel 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need to stop blaming people for what happens to you. And stop blaming the city for when you park in a red zone.
2007-07-25 12:03:28 · answer #5 · answered by Skunk 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Violence begets violence.
2007-07-25 12:04:26 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋