ever since i was in 6th grade, i've been dieting and it NEVER worked. i could never resist the food but now somehow i got the willpower and can resist. basically everyday when i wake up, the first thing i do is look in mirror at my thighs to see if they have shrunken a bit (and i can tell bc i've stared at them for so long)
if they have, my day is much better than if they haven't. i don't eat anything past 2 pm (i only eat breakfast and lunch..around 1200 calories) and i am always compare myself to my friends.
also, whenever possible, i eat by myself because i don't like eating in front of others. idk why. it's much more comfortable for me. i don't want them to think i'm a pig or anything. so i usually don't eat at school.
recently, i have been experiencing a lot of dizzines but i get nutrition! i eat 1200 calories a day if more i exercise. and as much as i don't want to admit it i wouldn't mind being anorexic. i want to lose the weight REALLY BADLY. i don't care how!!
2007-07-14
08:19:01
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also, when my family goes to get ice cream or some kind of treat, i never eat it even if they make me buy one. i just leave it there and they get angry at me because they think i'm going to get sick..but really, i still think i eat too much.
2007-07-14
08:20:48 ·
update #1