I am a multiple personality, people are afraid of this, or take advantage of it. I have been abused all my?

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life. I've never even been a virgin. Well maybe for a few months. I don't say this for sympathy, Please not that! I say it because it explains a lot about me. I have finally been able to know what it feels like when someone is being abusive in some way. I have kicked them all out of my life, and now I am all alone. I don't drive because of my mp. I really don't even leave my home. I thought maybe I could do some good here with answers, and at the same time make friends. But I don't know how. I feel so hopeless at times I have to go to the hospital to keep from hurting me. If I had some friends around, it would change that for good. I feel ugly, I know I'm not beautiful, but I do love me, and that should count for something. I know how to be a good friend, just can't find 'em anymore.
Help! I need somebody! (sorry stolen from the beatles) any way answers pls.

Peace.

I've been in therapy and on meds for 21 years

I don't drive. i trust that there are good ppl out here answering. Good hearts are everywhere. I just need to find them. Why are some of you such know it alls? yes this is an honest question. Unfortunately. I have 7 different personalities and medicine doesn't take care of it. It takes a very special therapist to help integrate. Don't answer if you don't have something positive to say...please

for those of you who think I am making this up: Don't you think I would come up with something a little happier. I have answers all over this place. I have a good name so far and would like to keep it. This was a question so hard to ask, you'll never ever know how hard fu

Answer 1

Multiple personality disorder is not the end of the world not by a long shot. there are definately support groups out there that can help. If you are being medicated it is important to keep taking your tablets as prescribed get routine in your life eat properly and excercise. I know this may sound strange but its important to keep the body and the mind healthy to stop the frequency of your episodes.

Answer 2

Hi Linda.
I feel that I can relate to the loneliness that you are feeling. I have been suffering depression for many years, and people will often avoid me like the plague, as my personality tends to change every minute.
One moment I can feel extremely happy, the next, suicidal. I can understand how it must feel for you to never be truly comfortable with yourself, and never confident enough to make friends as easily as other people seem to.
You seem like a nice person, and you deserve friends who can understand the fact that you have these problems.
There are support groups for people suffering from psychological problems. I have never really had the courage to go, but maybe you should.
I am sorry to hear about your situation, and please feel free to email me, as I am also looking to make some friends who can accept me for who I am, problems and all.
If you care to take a look at my last question, you will see just how problematic my life has been recently. You will also see how kind many people have been . I am so thankful that I had the courage to post my problems on Yahoo answers, as there are so many brilliant people here who will always offer you support.
Anyway, I wish you all the best with your life, and I truly hope that things will get better.
You have a friend here if you want one. X

Answer 3

Well,jokingly,I figure you couldnt be alone with so many people inside of you(humor is usually the best medicine).
You got problems and somebody on here said already to try to get the therapy to fuse the splintered traits of personality back into one,chemical imbalance is pretty much curable or controllable these days.You cant blame all the things others have done on you,since they dont know which personality they were dealing with at the time(I'm sure some were bad though) feel free to email me through Q&A,and ill add you to my favorites if youd like

Answer 4

My experience is that most of the folks I meet here on answers might correspond for a short time but if they are males it always comes down to them wanting sex (over the internet, get real guys) and I just don't get that many women corresponding.
If you are looking for actual friends here I imagine you will probably be dissiapointed.
What about getting involved with some group or hobby in your area or volunteering somewhere? In my opinion that is a better way to have social contacts, it's much more real.

YA is entertaining and somewhat social, but rather anonymous and probably not a great place to look for actual relationships.

Answer 5

Maybe you shouldn't look to the Internet for the type of support you need. I think that you should contact support groups for people who have been diagnosed with similar illnesses. I think that in such a forum you will find the empathy, support, and understanding that you need. Peace to you.

Answer 6

its ok you are going to be ok.
have you got a therapist, a doctor, ther must be someone who can help you, mayb they dont know that you are feelin tis way; trust them to help you and tel them what is upsettin you, maybe thye dont know people are hurtin you.

maybe your doctors think your disorder isnt that bad. go and see them, write a letter anyway just let them know how bad you feel, you are not alone.

email me cause im goin thru a lot of mental illness stuff at the mo e.g. bipolar depression etc etc the list goes on and sumtimes i feel so alone too no one understands but they do we just dont realise it!!

Answer 7

email me anytime. I was just diagnosed with bi polar. I have been depressed all my life. on different meds, trying to find the right one. finally my Dr and I are trying lithium since this new diagnoses. I also have personality disorder and sometimes I feel like 2 different people.

Answer 8

I would say read your Bible because Jesus is the friend that sticks closer than a brother. I had a bad childhood, nothing compared to yours I'm sure, but without knowing Jesus as my Savior I can only imagine what kind of shape I'd be in now. The book of John is a good one to start in. I wish for you the peace that I have in Jesus. I'm very sorry for all that you have been through and pray you will learn about the love of God who sent His Son down from Heaven to redeem us from our sin. You will find that people will fail you, it's just human nature. But God will be with you through every trial and through every heartache.

Answer 9

why aren't you going to a therapist? Multiple personality disorders have been known to be integrated again you know. Until you get some professional help, I suspect your life will not change much if at all for the better.

Answer 10

i know how u feel, but i have never been abused. what you need is a friend. u say u need one, i can be there. if u want a good, trusting, loving friend, just email me, i can keep any secrets.