I think I'd just felt rejected for the first time of my life, or I'm just over-reacting. I had always liked this one senior, 6 more days of school. We always make eye contacts and stuff, but never talked to each other. All of those looks and glances he gave me; I mistook it for he "likes" me; because he was first to gimme the eye contact (that's why I liked him eversince), and it's been going on for 2 years already. I thought he likes me too, but when I called out his name today. I BROUGHT UP ALL MY COURAGE TO SPEAK TO HIM. I'm a shy girl with a quiet voice. For the first time, I said his name. He was with 2 or 3 friends, he and his friends turned around and he just grinned said What? And kept on walking with his friends. I gestured for him to come here, but he just grinned and walked away. I watched him go. My friend said he probably didn't hear me, BUT HE WAS LOOKING AT ME WEN HE SAID WHAT. She made excuses that I spoke to quietly, he probably thought someone else was calling for him
2007-05-29
08:21:24
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I doubt it though. I think he knew I was talking to him since I was gesturing him to come to me, but he just looked at me, grinning then walked away. Omg...It felt devastated. My friend kept on telling me that I was too quiet, and let's try again tomorrow. I didn't feel anything at that time. I was really...dying though. I told her I give up. She said don't...I just walked away. I really like him...that's why I'm so depressed about it now.
To think that I'd thought he liked me; how pathetic am I?!!?! Ihate myself now...I should have never...anything...never.......
2007-05-29
08:25:00 ·
update #1
Am I over-reacting? Cuz I really held back from crying at skoo til I'm home now. I feel...so rejected. Thank God therrz only 6 days left from humiliation. Maybe I should try and avoid him as much as possible now...good idea?
I don't know...but this is the worst...
2007-05-29
08:26:40 ·
update #2
If I embarrassed him that much, then...he probably hates me now...
I cudn't find any other way to approach to him but then...I dunno.......I...dunno.....I was desperate I guess...aha...
2007-05-29
08:36:35 ·
update #3