Yesterday I faced the scary reality that I have been hooked on hydrocodone for 4 months. I was taking anywhere from 4-8 tabls 10mg per day. Today found a doctor that prescribed me Suboxone. I have also been suffering from anxiety for 2 years and depression since puberty (I am 33 now). Since Jan 2007 I have been hit by a semi truck, had a miscarriage, broke my ankle, and have been struggling with work depression, anxiety, and now substance abuse. My regular psychiatrist and counselor do not know about the pain medicine abuse, I didn't realize it myself until yesterday when I found myself obtaining them from "a friend" and I realized THIS IS NOT NORMAL! After the miscarriage, my Psych switched me from Celexa to Cymbalta. Cymbalta made me feel suicidal it was so scary. I am now back to Celexa and Provigil. I need advice, I am afraid to tell my Psych about the Pain Med abuse. What if she changes something and I feel suicidal again. I don't know if I can ever handle that again? Suggestions?
2007-05-17
16:06:55
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Thank you for your answers. I met with my counselor today with whom I have signed an agreement for her and my phsychiatrist to communicate. I told her about the whole thing. She was very proud that I told her the truth. I don't know if I would have been able to do it without everyones advise! Thank You. She thinks it would be a good idea to attend open AA meetings for a while so I can get support from other people with addictions. I am a little nervous about it, but am going to do it.. Does anyone have experience with these kind of meetings?
2007-05-18
11:33:36 ·
update #1