I am an accident, I am a mistake, I should have been aborted, I shouldn't have been born, and I want to die right now, but how? How can I get my wish?
There is absolutely no reason for me to be here.
How can I go on to heaven?
2007-03-09 11:26:34 · 21 answers · asked by D.J 5 in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
God did not create you - your parents did.
You will not go to heaven - there is no heaven.
There is no God either.
You will just fall asleep for eternity.
Now pull yourself together man, and start living.
The reason for our existence is to simply discover the journey of life and do the best we can with our one chance.
Whatever you do now is your choice.
2007-03-09 12:20:30 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 3⤊ 18⤋
The beautiful thing about the universe is that everything in it has a purpose.
In your case, you say you were 'supposed to be' aborted. But you weren't, therefore, you were meant to live and move on. think of the countless stories people have told about a near death expereince where they came out of it in disbelief they could have survived.
I believe that self death = a broken contract with the universe (or god). And by breaking the contract you have not learned all you needed to in this life, nor has the universe (or god) learned through you and your experiences.
I believe this is why we are here, for learning. Unfortunately there can be no learning without obstacle. And too much obstacle can have one feeling like they can't go on. I believe instead of asking for death and heaven, ask for the guidance you need to refocus your goals and the support to get through and attain them. Another thing you may ask is for the universe to shoulder all of your issues. List them all and how they have affected you. If you truly relieve yourself and give up the responsibility to a higher power it can be very liberating.
As a single mother at 19 with no support, and very very poor at times I have needed to do this often. It allows me to realize that life will work itself out if I let it. For example, I will agree to carry out my job search every day, but in the end I have to give up my fears and worry about not having an income becasue I cannot force an employer to hire me, nor can I set the wage or the hours or the start date. Can you see how this works?
I wish you well, and sincerely hope you find the light you're needing.
2007-03-09 11:44:15 · answer #2 · answered by girlsincamelot 2 · 1⤊ 1⤋
The bible says this about you..You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book.
Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. How precious are your thoughts about me, O God. They cannot be numbered! I can’t even count them; they outnumber the grains of sand! And when I wake up, you are still with me!....you were planned by God, and God makes NO mistakes, He knows everything about you, He even knows your thoughts before you think them. He truely is an intimate God. He cares about what you are going thru, He really does! If there was only you on this earth, Jesus still would have came to die for you because He's madly in love with you. There's also a devil that is very real and he is here on earth to try and destroy you, but Jesus is bigger than the devil! The mind is the battlefield, so satan says things like, you are a mistake, you are not worth anything, like the thoughts you are having are from the devil and they are ALL LIES! You can hear 3 persons in your mind, God, the devil and you. You need to discern what thoughts are coming from who, which it's obvious when the devil speaks, because he is destructive. Ask Jesus into your heart, tell Him that you need Him and that you want Him to forgive you and wash you from all your sins and to come live inside of you, and the Holy Spirit will come live with you and you'll then go to heaven when you die. But God has great plans for you, plans for you to prosper and not to harm you, to give you hope and a future. He wants to walk and talk with you everyday and be your best friend. It's very important to get in the word, the bible, I suggest getting the NIV version, read John first, that's a great one, and Jesus will teach you all truth thru His Holy Spirit. Don't give up, you can do it, Jesus is so crazy in love with you and He's waiting for an invite to come in and live in you. God bless you!
2007-03-09 11:52:36 · answer #3 · answered by newwine 1 · 4⤊ 0⤋
You are absolutely not an accident.
You DO have a reason for being here, you just have not discovered what that is yet.
Please go to your doctor and be screened for depression. I've been in your exact place and feeling -- it is so dark and deep and I know you feel there is no way out.
There are people who can help you climb out-- but you need to take a step towards them.
I hope things get better for you really soon.
2007-03-09 11:54:31 · answer #4 · answered by Lisa the Pooh 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
God created you to have fellowship with Him. You are not an accident or a mistake. God knew you before you were born. He has a plan for your life, if you will come to Him and receive the Lord Jesus as your Savior, He will guide you step by step. It is an amazing thing to be in right relationship with God and to know Him personally and intimately! It is an exciting, challenging life, to be directed by God. Christ is your reason for being and you have a life to live for Him, that is your reason for being here - let God show you.
2007-03-09 11:36:51 · answer #5 · answered by wd 5 · 3⤊ 1⤋
God made you for a relationship with him. Life gets depressing when you aren't participating in your purpose. You can read the bible, get involved in a bible believing church. The way to heaven is through a relationship with Jesus Christ.
I know how you feel. I've often been troubled by the thought that it would have been easier to be aborted and go straight to heaven. But when I focus on God's plan, I'm inspired and thankful to be alive. There is only one reason to live: Christ. This life will soon be past and only what is done in Christ will last. It is real, investigate and find out.
2007-03-09 11:32:32 · answer #6 · answered by wassupmang 5 · 5⤊ 2⤋
GOD created to prove that HE still believe in humanity. GOD want to test us how we (human) treat a gift like you from GOD. If you think you should die right now then we human are failed showing faith in GOD.
Go get a gal, have sex, live and let other live.
May god bless you.
2007-03-09 12:03:27 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 2⤋
You need to be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ and you will die... Anything else is suicide friend cheer up the meaning and your purpose in life is to seek after Jesus Christ. For he will give you rest this is done by surrending to him.. A warrant has been issued for your arrest, because you and almost everybody have been breaking every law penal code. When you are adopted you will break every natural law as Jesus Christ does and we his disciples do... For you can only serve one master and you have to be bias to one of them. Whether Christ or Satan you have to serve one. Right now you obey the desire of your flesh, for we were born unclean before GOD. Whe you believe and repent and are baptised in his name you are born again spiritually! You obey the laws of our Father for he engrafts his seed seed in you! And we sin no more, for we are made holy for he is holy! Research horticulture http://pureword.21.forumer.com
2007-03-09 11:30:59 · answer #8 · answered by derrail26 1 · 2⤊ 1⤋
All of God's creation was made for His pleasure. We humans were made to worship God and have fellowship with Him, through the work of Jesus Christ. Turn to Jesus and you will never feel more alive. "He who the Son sets free, is free indeed."
2007-03-09 12:09:58 · answer #9 · answered by Not perfect, just forgiven 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Let's get this straight.
There is no god save in the imagination of the very confused.
There is no heaven. There is no after-life.
Knowing that, take yourself up a level in personal consciousness and make a space for yourself among friends. Talk to those who will listen and give support but do NOT listen to those who pepper their words of 'wisdom' with religion. Religion is almost a total waste of time. You are the only one who can make a difference. Stand up and do something positive.
2007-03-09 11:41:15 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 6⤋
we cannot advocate doing a curt cobain on this website!
Since you are here you might as well enjoy it and have a little fun.Find a sex partner, go out have some beers with friends, go travel.
And I don't want to blow your bubble but god does not exist so that's one less thing to worry about ;-)
2007-03-09 11:36:27 · answer #11 · answered by vitriol for the masses 3 · 1⤊ 3⤋