People give me goofy crap about how I am weak for being afraid of love and it pisses me off. Romance sucks and that's why I have avoided romance and made sure nobody has ever tried to love me. It would piss me off if I found out some girl liked me, because I don't want any girl to. I am ugly, and don't give me that BS about how the people who say they are ugly aren't that ugly and how I have low self esteem, and I am too tough to be loved or to love someone. I think I am strong for not loving anyone. I have never even loved my parents. I would never hug someone, kiss someone, or tell someone I love them. People tell me different, though. Anyway if love was that great, and it isn't, why would I deserve it? People who fall in love are going to hell for being so arrogant and weak. I deprive myself of most luxieries to make my life a living hell because I am nothing in this world. And don't tell me I'm depressed because I'm not going to a psychologist and nothing is wrong with me.
2007-02-24
09:53:16
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