ok, when I was about 11 years old my friend and I were sniffing some stuff from an arosol can, we had been doing it for days off and on. I finally passed out,the doctor said I could have died or gotton brain damage.Any way,when I was out, I woke up in this totally black place and I could here little girls jumping rope and chanting these words"ha ha ha youll never get out of here" over and over, and at the same time I heard a voice I knew was Satans saying, You will never leave here you will live all the days of your life in hell!!! I was so tramatized when I finally came to that it has affected me my entire life even up to this very moment. I have suffered sever mental and emotional problems.I am terrified of death because I am certain I will return there. People have said it was just a drug induced trip! Do you think It is possible that this is true? Or do you believe I was really in hell? I know some people who have had near death experiences have been drawn to a white light.
2007-02-24 01:23:33 · 15 answers · asked by sandra b 5 in Health ➔ Mental Health
When people die, they see what they have been programmed to see. If you believe in heaven and hell, then that's what you will see. If you believe in green pastures and sunny skies then that is what you will see.
You've obviously been programmed to see hell, so you can thank your religious background for making you miserable.
2007-02-24 01:29:06 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 1⤋
If you believe in hell, you must also believe in Heaven. so if you pray to Jesus, and ask Him to be your personal Saviour from sin, then repent and turn from your sins (this doesn't mean be perfect- it just means try to do what is right) you will go to Heaven. don't fear death, because it is a part of everyone's life.
the thing to do, is to live from each day forward, don't look back.
You don't say how old you are now, but whatever your age, i would seek some professional counselling if I were you. If you are still doing drugs, (which is what you were doing at age 11) please stop immediately. Drugs (or anything that alters your thinking- pot, cocaine, alcohol, or huffing from an aerosol can) not only ruins your brain cells, but it puts you on a path to nowhere. I see people in my neighborhood that are 30, 40, 50, years old, and because they have been doing these harmful things to their bodies and minds, they are often homeless, without any money, and when they get money they use it to buy more of the stuff that is keeping them in the condition they are in.
Then some of these people complain that no one gives them help, or a break, or whatever. It is they that are keeping themselves in their condition!
Get some help right away. You can do anything you want with your life. It is your choice to make something of it, or throw it away.
good luck
2007-02-24 01:40:12 · answer #2 · answered by tweetymay 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Oh my goodness. I'm not sure if you were down there in he**. But if you were thats the worst scar you could ever have. I'm so sorry for you. I'm really am. I think it was just a drug trip you went trough. You could of died sniffing that arosol. I know people in the world grow up with horrible scars that never go away. I honestly have no idea what arosal is, but it sounds bad, and I'm sure that will never happen to you again. Well, I hope you feel better.
2007-02-24 01:32:10 · answer #3 · answered by Ebby♥♥ 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
This was so a drug induced trip, Its like having a crazy dream that just seems so real that's all, I mean you where only 11, not far from your child like days of playing skipping ropes , all seems like a memory of this, and your conscience telling you that what you were doing was wrong and dangerous. Talk to someone that can help you put this in the past where it belongs, dont let it effect the rest of your life, good luck
2007-02-24 01:34:17 · answer #4 · answered by Me 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
woah, this question is totally freaking me out. dont listen to what others say.. in your heart I think you really know what it was, if it was just a trip, or if it was real...well only YOU can know that, not anyone on the internet. Just take it for what it was, and learn from it. Start going to church, or find a sort of religion. Dont do drugs and better yourself and your life. Have you thought about finding Jesus? Or if you have, ask for his help.
I think it may have been your guilt coming through back then.. b/c in my heart, i dont believe an 11 year old could end up in hell. Take it as a warning to do better things with your life than sniffing drugs.
2007-02-24 01:29:42 · answer #5 · answered by ♥ B1tchHere ♥ 4 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Don't be afraid of death.That's what you need to look forward to.You will leave out of this hatred world.If you look for Jesus' and God's help you'll be all right.First,if you really mean it and you don't want to go back to hell,make a vow to God and Jesus that you will do what the bible says,and read the bible to know what the Lord wants you to do.Make sure you go to a Church or something,and go up to an alter.Then when you feel that you've been doing what God wants you to do for a little while,get baptized.Then pray for it.Actually,start praying now.But do it then too.Next put it in Gods hands.Pray this prayer after you get saved(when you go to the alter).Make sure you mean this.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Please help me to get over what I've been through.I really need you're help Lord.I know you can only do this.Just please help me make Satan leave me alone.And forgive all of my wrongdoings.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen
Amen means you agree with what you said.
And please don't listen to Jason!!!!!!!!!!
2007-02-24 01:52:58 · answer #6 · answered by korky_kool 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
My opinion of Islam is with regard to comparable to my opinion of Christianity - there is not any evidence to help its claims, there are various things morally incorrect with it, something solid it produces ought to actual be produced with out it, and it has a severe means for being risky. My opinions of human beings are made on a individual foundation.
2016-11-25 20:39:56 · answer #7 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You got a glimpse of HELL. Now you need to turn your life around so that you'll see Heaven when it's time. You are the one who determines this. Learn to forgive yourself for what you have done. Give yourself a break. So many people forget to forgive themselves. Godspeed!
2007-02-24 03:44:43 · answer #8 · answered by IM50WIFE 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hi. I am a Christian and a Certified Psychiatric and Mental Health Nurse. I think either is possible. Perhaps on your "trip" you went to a place already preconceived in your subconscious that you were already afraid of. It was probably a trip. Things like that can definitely be scarey! They can seem so real. I think it is interesting that you say you saw little girls jumping rope and chanting. Did you jump rope much at the age of 11?
I think Satan can use things, such as a drug induced "trip" (or anything we feel guilty for doing) to plant the seeds of anxiety and fear in us. We can then use this as a self-fulfilling prophecy of sorts and make our lives a living hell. I think we do this to ourselves out of guilt.
The same thing happened to me after giving up a pregnancy, for which I felt terribly guilty for because it was against my morals/values and the way I had been raised. I opened the bible, searching for comfort and forgiveness, and the verse I turned to said something horrible about God using a crow to pluck the children (fertility) from this woman's (or nations) womb, and that it/she would never have any children. I immediately thought to myself that was God's way of cursing me to never have any kids. As I grew in my Christian life, I asked forgiveness for my sins. I now know that God forgives our sins when we confess them and repent. He then casts our sins into the depths of the sea (ocean) the Bible says. So if God has cast my sin to the bottom of the ocean floor, then why would he still hold it against me? He wouldn't of course.
I am older now and I do not believe that God cursed me at all, however, I did not ever have any children either. I think I became that self-fufilling prophecy because Satan planted that fear in my heart. There were always tons of chances to get medical help for having a baby. But I never pursued fertility. I just decided to let whatever happened happen, figuring it was God's decision. But God gave us free will to make our own decisions too-maybe I should have decided to go to a fertility clinic or something and I would have a child now. But I'll never know, because I never tried. I quit worrying about it. Now I have accepted God's plan for me-with or without chidlren. Who is to say that if I had tried to sink a bunch of money into getting pregnant that it might not have been succesfsul? The world will never know, because I allowed my fear and anxiety and belief (which Satan planted in me when I commited the sin) that I had basically been punished by God for my foolish decision. But the truth of the matter could have just been that I never even tried the modern world of fertility medicine God has made available to women of the world to help them have babies. That part of the choice wasn't God or anything predestined, that was my choice. Satan made a fool of me and denied me the one thing I really ever wanted in life-a daughter of my own, but not because of God, because I believed Satan's lies.
You have certainly been tortured by this, and I would simply pray and ask God, through Jesus, to lift this fear from your heart and to forgive what you did and allow you to stop hurting over it. Use it as a motivation to find your path to the Lord, if you don't know Him-and definitely a motivator to make you not want to end up an unsaved soul when the time to die does come around. There is no fear to death when you know where you are going. The Bible tells us that to die is to gain, which simply means we gain joy/peace and no more problems here in this world. We only know this world, so anywhere else makes us afraid. I believe there is an after life in Heaven or Hell, and I hope you find your way to the light of peace, which comes from Christ. the bible also tells us that most mental problems are demons. So just ask God to remove yours. don't let Satan steal your joy and peace because of something that happened when you were 11. Whether you were in hell doesn't really matter, does it? Just work on letting it go and not ever going back. I'll be praying for you. :)
2007-02-24 02:11:12 · answer #9 · answered by highlander_rn 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
ok look.
1. when people die, they see the angel of death, and he would either look scary or nice (depends on how many deeds u have)
2. when a person dies.... if that person dreams of heaven, means that he's going to hell ( so god would show the person wat he missed in the afterlife) and if he dreams of hell, means he's going to heaven (for relief ...)
3. i knw ure gonna freak out but here's my advice: try searcing for a religion other than christianity, like islam (i swear, thts the true religion) everthn in the qur'an is true , unlike bibles...each bible has different stories but in qur'ans, every single one is the same! just try it atleast, ask about the religion.
GOOD LUCK!!!!!
2007-02-24 01:52:25 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
that will not determine weather yougo to hell or not... what will determine is your relationship with God. Do you believe? Do you believe he died and rose again? Do you believe he will come one day? If so your fine. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understandings in all your ways aknowlege him and he will make your path straight. Good luck and go to church
2007-02-24 01:34:14 · answer #11 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋