It's been 3 months since end of FWB relationship in which I love I really really fell for the girl and loved her with all my heart. Yes, yes I know you are not supposed to catch feelings in these relationships etc etc well I did ok, so what.
I must admit it wasn't the best of situations she is 11 years older than me, 3 kids and divorced. She is also in love with an unavailable man who is living with his girlfriend but is more her age. Our relationship lasted for a year and I realised how I felt about her when she started to sleep with another guy, she had bipolar(not an excuse!).
In a fit of jealousy and care for her I told the unavailable guy about her antics (yes, yes knew I shouldn't of) but in a way I thought she deserves better.
And now I realise do I, I have tried contacting her but no response but recently I have thought. Actually what does it matter just because I don't see her or not in contact with her, it doesn't have any effect on my feelings toward her .....
2006-11-23
20:25:34
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..and I will always love her with all my heart she is a special woman to me. But I decided to take my own advice I deserve better than second best especially to a guy who already has a girlfriend!
So there we are, no more contact will be made. Sure I will still think about her she was lovely, but I must find someone else now and good luck to her with her life. I hope she finds someone to care for her and really love her and she reciprocates
2006-11-23
20:27:36 ·
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